Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Raindrops on the Window
Ahhh, rain. Soothing, relaxing, cleansing, refreshing rain. I love the smell of rain; that earthy fresh scent. I believe that if God has a scent, it is Rain. When I was a child, I remember riding in the back of our car while in the rain, watching the big raindrops fall onto the side window. I remember how they would plop onto the top of the window, then roll on down the side. They would start off rolling slowly; then as they progressed down the window's increasing angle, they would roll faster and faster. I always thought about how that reminded me of life: life seems to start off really slow, then as you progress further through it, it gets faster and faster until it's just flying by. I realize now that it is that way with most things in life: careers, relationships, many things. The only thing, for me anyways, that is NOT that way is my relationship with God. In fact, it's quite the opposite. What started out as a sort of whirlwind romance, learning so much about Him and growing closer to Him quickly, has evolved into a peaceful, steady relationship. I never feel overwhelmed by Him, other than when I feel overwhelmed by His love, grace, peace, and hope. I never feel strained or pressured by Him, other than the gentle nudgings He gives me to guide me along His path for me.
Tuesday, March 31, 2015
What Might God Be Calling You to Leave Behind?
Sometimes (ok, often times!), life does not go how we want it to. I've been working in my career now for over a year, and it has been an uphill battle the entire time for a variety of reasons. Recently, however, I had started feeling very unsettled at work. I had started praying and reading scripture trying to figure out what God was trying to tell me. The following image captures exactly what God was putting on my heart:
The past few weeks have been incredibly stressful at the office. This stress was due to a number of causes, but the biggest cause was my office manager continually "yelling" at me for various things that I was unaware I was even doing. Seeing as how no one else seemed to be in agreement with her, I was left feeling incredibly confused most days. It all came to a breaking point last week.
When I went in to work last Friday, I started helping a co-worker get together a list for office supplies. He has never worked the front desk, and was unaware of our need for things like paper clips and toner. My office manager came back and was upset that I was helping him. I apologized, and explained that this is his first time going to get office supplies, and that he does not know what kind of toner we need and how much, etc. My office manager looked at me and said, "Toner?!? Why would we need toner?!?!" I have learned not to explain myself, as it just gets me in more trouble, so I simply said, "I don't know." Then she said she needed to talk to me in her office.
Before I continue, I must mention that words are so tangible. They come across as spoken sound vibrations, but they have the capacity to reach into a soul and do something. They can uplift, soothe, and heal; or they can wreck and destroy. Unfortunately for me, I was about to experience the latter.
Upon arriving in her office, my office manager immediately launched in to full accusatory mode: "Let's talk about Monday. Monday was a disaster. You were here for 8 hours and got NOTHING done. And yesterday [Thursday], again you got NOTHING done. You've been completely unproductive...I don't even know what we're paying you to do anymore!" I sat there, stunned. I have had a lot of coaching and feedback throughout my years (which has been very beneficial), but I have NEVER had anyone question my work ethic. I am the type of person who always gives 110% (well, on an "off" day, I may only give 100%, I am only human), and I had been working my butt off all week (or so I had thought). The sound vibrations from those words felt as though they transformed into a physical slap to my face.
I started to explain what all I had accomplished the past week, but was interrupted with more negative comments related to concerns I had mentioned to her throughout the previous weeks: "You need to STOP HELPING your co-workers; if they don't catch on and learn the job, and if they don't want to be here, then let them go, let them walk out - we don't want them here anyways, we can replace anyone here. You can't care about your co-workers or your patients so much. We will always have a high turnover rate, with new people probably every week, and you need to learn how to deal with it." Now, before I continue on with my story, I will admit that some change is good, and I DO understand that there will be a fair amount of turnover at our office; however, I also know that SOME stability is important! In my business experience (15 years in the workforce HAS taught me a fair amount), high turnover is NOT good. There are plenty of studies and articles that outline the negative effects that high turnover has on a business:
My biggest problem with this high turnover situation is that in the end, it is my patients who become affected: I have had several patients quit care BECAUSE OF the high turnover rate! That means they are not getting the care they NEED and DESERVE because of something that we CAN work to make better. And that's where my ethics start to get compromised.
She continued on: "The bad thing Dr. T is that you're not mold-able, you're not conforming - we thought you would, and it would be an easy transition. But you're NOT conforming, and we're disappointed. You need to think about if this is really the right place for you...maybe you don't belong here." Ooo, I don't belong...I don't fit it...I was called a disappointment. I have only once in my life had a previous employer tell me they were disappointed in one aspect of my job performance (I did not meet credit card sales goals at a retail job); but never that they were disappointed in who I was. Also, I am all for doing what your employer tells you, but if "conforming" compromises my ethics - then I'm out. I'd even conformed pretty well - keeping on schedule with VERY short appointment times, getting patients scheduled with one of the other docs in the office, following treatment plan outlines, selling things such as decompression packages and supplements and oils and supplies, following up with my patients, etc. But now, as she continued to inform me, I was not conforming in the aspect that I help my co-workers, and I care too much about my patients. I was starting to feel like this:
My office manager could see that I was upset, and told me to take the morning off. I said OK, and promptly went home and wrote my resignation letter. This was a long story (I know I know lol), but I learned a LOT that day that I wanted to share.
First of all, you HAVE to be true to yourself, stand up for yourself, and stand up for what you believe in. I believe in genuinely caring about my patients and co-workers, and giving my patients the best care possible. If anything gets in the way of that, then it conflicts with my ethics - and that is unacceptable.
Second, I was being told to conform, and Romans 12:2 says, "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - His good, pleasing, and perfect will." The pattern of this world is one that values money and prestige - not things that God values. God explicitly states to NOT conform to things that make you uncomfortable, and my whole purpose in life is to follow Him. I will come back to this scripture in my next blog post (which will be about how to seek and find God's will for your life).
While it was a hard decision to walk away from the career I had worked so hard for, God confirmed my answer to leave that Friday morning. All the money and fame in the world is not worth it if I have to compromise who I am and what I believe in. Most people will probably not understand my decision, but I am who I am - a child of God. I'll choose my God, my peace, and my health over every worldly thing, every time.
The past few weeks have been incredibly stressful at the office. This stress was due to a number of causes, but the biggest cause was my office manager continually "yelling" at me for various things that I was unaware I was even doing. Seeing as how no one else seemed to be in agreement with her, I was left feeling incredibly confused most days. It all came to a breaking point last week.
When I went in to work last Friday, I started helping a co-worker get together a list for office supplies. He has never worked the front desk, and was unaware of our need for things like paper clips and toner. My office manager came back and was upset that I was helping him. I apologized, and explained that this is his first time going to get office supplies, and that he does not know what kind of toner we need and how much, etc. My office manager looked at me and said, "Toner?!? Why would we need toner?!?!" I have learned not to explain myself, as it just gets me in more trouble, so I simply said, "I don't know." Then she said she needed to talk to me in her office.Before I continue, I must mention that words are so tangible. They come across as spoken sound vibrations, but they have the capacity to reach into a soul and do something. They can uplift, soothe, and heal; or they can wreck and destroy. Unfortunately for me, I was about to experience the latter.
Upon arriving in her office, my office manager immediately launched in to full accusatory mode: "Let's talk about Monday. Monday was a disaster. You were here for 8 hours and got NOTHING done. And yesterday [Thursday], again you got NOTHING done. You've been completely unproductive...I don't even know what we're paying you to do anymore!" I sat there, stunned. I have had a lot of coaching and feedback throughout my years (which has been very beneficial), but I have NEVER had anyone question my work ethic. I am the type of person who always gives 110% (well, on an "off" day, I may only give 100%, I am only human), and I had been working my butt off all week (or so I had thought). The sound vibrations from those words felt as though they transformed into a physical slap to my face.
I started to explain what all I had accomplished the past week, but was interrupted with more negative comments related to concerns I had mentioned to her throughout the previous weeks: "You need to STOP HELPING your co-workers; if they don't catch on and learn the job, and if they don't want to be here, then let them go, let them walk out - we don't want them here anyways, we can replace anyone here. You can't care about your co-workers or your patients so much. We will always have a high turnover rate, with new people probably every week, and you need to learn how to deal with it." Now, before I continue on with my story, I will admit that some change is good, and I DO understand that there will be a fair amount of turnover at our office; however, I also know that SOME stability is important! In my business experience (15 years in the workforce HAS taught me a fair amount), high turnover is NOT good. There are plenty of studies and articles that outline the negative effects that high turnover has on a business:
- The shocking cost of turnover in health care
- The cost of turnover: Putting a price on the learning curve
- Turnover rates and organization performance: A meta-analysis
- The long term influence of service employee attrition on customer outcomes and profits
- High employee turnover can affect company performance
- How high employee turnover harms your performance
My biggest problem with this high turnover situation is that in the end, it is my patients who become affected: I have had several patients quit care BECAUSE OF the high turnover rate! That means they are not getting the care they NEED and DESERVE because of something that we CAN work to make better. And that's where my ethics start to get compromised.
She continued on: "The bad thing Dr. T is that you're not mold-able, you're not conforming - we thought you would, and it would be an easy transition. But you're NOT conforming, and we're disappointed. You need to think about if this is really the right place for you...maybe you don't belong here." Ooo, I don't belong...I don't fit it...I was called a disappointment. I have only once in my life had a previous employer tell me they were disappointed in one aspect of my job performance (I did not meet credit card sales goals at a retail job); but never that they were disappointed in who I was. Also, I am all for doing what your employer tells you, but if "conforming" compromises my ethics - then I'm out. I'd even conformed pretty well - keeping on schedule with VERY short appointment times, getting patients scheduled with one of the other docs in the office, following treatment plan outlines, selling things such as decompression packages and supplements and oils and supplies, following up with my patients, etc. But now, as she continued to inform me, I was not conforming in the aspect that I help my co-workers, and I care too much about my patients. I was starting to feel like this:
First of all, you HAVE to be true to yourself, stand up for yourself, and stand up for what you believe in. I believe in genuinely caring about my patients and co-workers, and giving my patients the best care possible. If anything gets in the way of that, then it conflicts with my ethics - and that is unacceptable. Second, I was being told to conform, and Romans 12:2 says, "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - His good, pleasing, and perfect will." The pattern of this world is one that values money and prestige - not things that God values. God explicitly states to NOT conform to things that make you uncomfortable, and my whole purpose in life is to follow Him. I will come back to this scripture in my next blog post (which will be about how to seek and find God's will for your life).
While it was a hard decision to walk away from the career I had worked so hard for, God confirmed my answer to leave that Friday morning. All the money and fame in the world is not worth it if I have to compromise who I am and what I believe in. Most people will probably not understand my decision, but I am who I am - a child of God. I'll choose my God, my peace, and my health over every worldly thing, every time.
Wednesday, January 14, 2015
Communication
If God appeared to you and told you to do something, how would you respond? Would you respond with immediate acceptance, or with questions and hesitations? When God appeared to Moses in Exodus 3, He had the following message: "So now, go. I am sending you to Pharaoh to bring my people the Israelites out of Egypt." Wow - that is QUITE the project! Moses responded with hesitation to God's message, and questioned God's decision in choosing him. As an Egyptian Prince-turned-shepherd, Moses doubted that anyone would listen to him or believe him. He also doubted that he would be able to effectively deliver the message, as he was not a good speaker.
How often do you feel the same way about things God has called you to do in your every day life? Whether it is delivering a message to a crowd, or just having a tough conversation with your boss, coworker, family member, or friend, how often do we doubt our abilities? We may doubt that our boss or coworkers will believe, understand, or agree with our ideas or opinions. We may worry that our friends or family members will be offended or upset with something we need to discuss with them. In Exodus 4:1, Moses asked God, "What if they do not believe me or listen to me and say, The Lord did not appear to you?'" The NIV Life Application Study Bible explains: "Moses' reluctance and fear were caused by over-anticipation. He was worried about how the people might respond to him. We often build up events in our minds and then panic over what might go wrong. God does not ask us to go where he has not provided the means to help. Go where he leads, trusting him to supply courage, confidence, and resources at the right moment." Instead of worrying about these conversations and events, have faith and know that God is with you at all times - even in these difficult situations.
Since Moses struggled with speaking, he requested of God to "Pardon your servant, Lord. I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue" (Exodus 4:10 NIV). Never been eloquent...story of my life!!! :) Often times, we feel inadequate in a variety of ways. I know that I often struggle with effective communication in all of my relationships, even when it's not a difficult situation. We can have confidence in the same words that God said to Moses: "Who gave human beings their mouths? Who makes them deaf or mute? Who gives them sight or makes them blind? Is it not I, the Lord? Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say" (Exodus 4:11-12 NIV). What great assurance we can have, knowing that God will equip us to do whatever He asks us to do, despite our weaknesses. We must trust that He will provide us with the confidence, peace, abilities, and wisdom to do what he has called us to do. All throughout your daily life, focus on drawing Him close, and letting Him help you with every task. God bless!!! :)
How often do you feel the same way about things God has called you to do in your every day life? Whether it is delivering a message to a crowd, or just having a tough conversation with your boss, coworker, family member, or friend, how often do we doubt our abilities? We may doubt that our boss or coworkers will believe, understand, or agree with our ideas or opinions. We may worry that our friends or family members will be offended or upset with something we need to discuss with them. In Exodus 4:1, Moses asked God, "What if they do not believe me or listen to me and say, The Lord did not appear to you?'" The NIV Life Application Study Bible explains: "Moses' reluctance and fear were caused by over-anticipation. He was worried about how the people might respond to him. We often build up events in our minds and then panic over what might go wrong. God does not ask us to go where he has not provided the means to help. Go where he leads, trusting him to supply courage, confidence, and resources at the right moment." Instead of worrying about these conversations and events, have faith and know that God is with you at all times - even in these difficult situations.
Since Moses struggled with speaking, he requested of God to "Pardon your servant, Lord. I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue" (Exodus 4:10 NIV). Never been eloquent...story of my life!!! :) Often times, we feel inadequate in a variety of ways. I know that I often struggle with effective communication in all of my relationships, even when it's not a difficult situation. We can have confidence in the same words that God said to Moses: "Who gave human beings their mouths? Who makes them deaf or mute? Who gives them sight or makes them blind? Is it not I, the Lord? Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say" (Exodus 4:11-12 NIV). What great assurance we can have, knowing that God will equip us to do whatever He asks us to do, despite our weaknesses. We must trust that He will provide us with the confidence, peace, abilities, and wisdom to do what he has called us to do. All throughout your daily life, focus on drawing Him close, and letting Him help you with every task. God bless!!! :)
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
"And we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." ~2 Corinthians 10:5b (NIV).
Taking captive EVERY THOUGHT. Every thought meaning every single thing that passes through our brains. Good and bad. Right and wrong. When we have any sort of thought, put it to test of whether it is obedient to Christ: "Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things." ~Philippians 4:8 (NIV).
When I begin to think about how I feel I need new clothes, I will take these thoughts captive, and turn them into obedience: I have plenty of clothes that are in good condition, and scripture tells us, "Do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?...And why do you worry about clothes? Se how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you - you of little faith?" ~Matthew 6:25, 28-30 (NIV). Whenever I begin to think about how I "need" to go shopping, I will stop and remember these verses, and will turn my focus back towards God.
When I begin to feel lonely, or miss an old relationship, I will take these thoughts captive, and turn them into obedience: God led me to where I am in life right now, and I listened for His guidance when making decisions in past relationships. Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make straight your paths" (ESV). Whenever I begin to think about how I miss someone or miss a relationship, I will stop and turn my focus back towards God.
Taking captive EVERY THOUGHT. Every thought meaning every single thing that passes through our brains. Good and bad. Right and wrong. When we have any sort of thought, put it to test of whether it is obedient to Christ: "Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things." ~Philippians 4:8 (NIV).
When I begin to feel lonely, or miss an old relationship, I will take these thoughts captive, and turn them into obedience: God led me to where I am in life right now, and I listened for His guidance when making decisions in past relationships. Proverbs 3:5-6 tells us, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make straight your paths" (ESV). Whenever I begin to think about how I miss someone or miss a relationship, I will stop and turn my focus back towards God.
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Empowered!
For Week 1 of our Online Bible Study on "Made to Crave," our word of the week is #empowered. Just saying the word to myself makes me feel stronger! The Google definition of "empowered" is as follows: "Give (someone) the authority or power to do something; make (someone) stronger and more confident, especially in controlling their life and claiming their rights." I LOVE this definition! God is the only one who can always help us feel stronger and more confident, and who gives us power over the things in our lives that seem to have control over us (including our thoughts and choices). He is the one who empowers us, if we make the choice to seek Him.
For this blog post, I recorded a couple of times throughout this week that I have remembered the word of the week, and how it affected me.
Monday morning - started a new job. I felt so many emotions: fear and anxiety of the unknown, mixed with excitement for a new beginning and hope for a fulfilling career. The training that morning was overwhelming, and I was beginning to feel completely unsure of myself and my abilities. Even though all my new co-workers were friendly, I really missed my previous co-workers, who had become my best friends and confidants. I doubted I had made the right decision to change jobs.
Over lunch, I went and prayed and poured my heart out to God over a cup of coffee (Starbucks can help everything, right? :) He reminded me that through him, I am EMPOWERED. Alone, I WILL feel insecure, fearful, and anxious; but with Him I can get through anything! He also reminded me that He has great plans for my life and directs my paths (Jeremiah 29:11, Proverbs 3:6), and He led me to this new position. Thanking Him for this reminder and for His comfort, I went back to work and had a much better afternoon. It was still overwhelming at times, but everything went well and I enjoyed my time!
Tuesday morning - nine degrees outside. My cat was snuggled up tight, and I did not want to get up and go for my run before work. I remembered that God has given me good health, and that I need to maintain that and take care of this earthly body He has given me (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). He empowers me and gives me the strength to get up and face the cold, and this helped me get up and go run!
I pray you feel #empowered by God often! Seek Him and you will find Him and His strength! God bless :)
Monday morning - started a new job. I felt so many emotions: fear and anxiety of the unknown, mixed with excitement for a new beginning and hope for a fulfilling career. The training that morning was overwhelming, and I was beginning to feel completely unsure of myself and my abilities. Even though all my new co-workers were friendly, I really missed my previous co-workers, who had become my best friends and confidants. I doubted I had made the right decision to change jobs.
Over lunch, I went and prayed and poured my heart out to God over a cup of coffee (Starbucks can help everything, right? :) He reminded me that through him, I am EMPOWERED. Alone, I WILL feel insecure, fearful, and anxious; but with Him I can get through anything! He also reminded me that He has great plans for my life and directs my paths (Jeremiah 29:11, Proverbs 3:6), and He led me to this new position. Thanking Him for this reminder and for His comfort, I went back to work and had a much better afternoon. It was still overwhelming at times, but everything went well and I enjoyed my time!
Tuesday morning - nine degrees outside. My cat was snuggled up tight, and I did not want to get up and go for my run before work. I remembered that God has given me good health, and that I need to maintain that and take care of this earthly body He has given me (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). He empowers me and gives me the strength to get up and face the cold, and this helped me get up and go run!
I pray you feel #empowered by God often! Seek Him and you will find Him and His strength! God bless :)
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Cultivate
For the upcoming new year, I have chosen one word that I will focus on, that will help drive my resolutions and goals. For 2014, my word is CULTIVATE. In order to cultivate new things, or to grow, change is often required - YIKES! I have continually told myself throughout 2013 that change is good, and through a lot of prayer, faith, and help from my friends and family I have been able to make a LOT of major changes over this past year: where I live, relationships, and now career changes. I could not have done it without my faith and all my incredible friends and family!!!
I chose "cultivate" specifically because it deals a lot with growth, and growth is something I want to achieve a lot of in my personal and professional life over the next year. I specifically chose cultivate because I want to grow, but I also want to nourish other things in my life:
I LOVE this image from LifeHack.org:
I LOVE the phrase "design your life," because we are responsible for our lives, and we have the power to create the life we want. I also love the visual of all the brightly colored paints, and the idea of them being painted onto a blank canvas! While we try to "paint" our lives exactly how we want it, sometimes there are splashes and splatters that end up on the canvas unintentionally, kind of like many of our life situations. However, when we stand back and look at the whole picture, it tends to look incredibly beautiful (even if it's not what we imagined!).
Some other great images from LifeHack.org:
I chose "cultivate" specifically because it deals a lot with growth, and growth is something I want to achieve a lot of in my personal and professional life over the next year. I specifically chose cultivate because I want to grow, but I also want to nourish other things in my life:
- Cultivating relationships:
- With family and friends: Continuing to stay close to my family and friends, and learn more about how to support and encourage them.
- With myself: Learning to love myself, and embrace who I truly am. Also taking care of myself with better eating habits (i.e. not an entire tray or package of cookies in one day!), regular exercise, adequate sleep (not currently a problem!), and relaxing.
- With Christ: Continuing to learn about Him and grow in my faith through regular worship, Bible reading, Bible studies, and serving.
- Cultivating professional skills:
- Work on my adjusting skills
- Work on my chiropractic knowledge
I LOVE this image from LifeHack.org:
Some other great images from LifeHack.org:
I truly hope I make 2014 my year to shine, and I hope you do too!!! I pray you achieve everything you want to over the next year, and that incredible blessings come your way! God bless :)
Thursday, December 5, 2013
Why Worry? Verse Mapping Psalm 139:5
I LOVE Psalm 139:5!!! When I read what the verse of the week was for our OBS Week 7, I got super excited! Each translation of this verse reveals so much about the wonderful ways God gives us to rid ourselves of worry.
The NLT version of Psalm 139:5 reads: "You go before me and follow me. You place Your hand of blessing on my head." This made me think of how soothing it feels to have someone place their hands on your head, especially if they are rubbing your scalp or stroking your hair. Getting my hair cut is one of my favorite things to do simply for the washing and conditioning of the hair - the scalp rub is the best part! It is also very relaxing as the stylist brushes and styles your hair. Whenever I am blessed with the time to get a massage, I request that they spend a fair amount of time massaging my scalp.
There is something very calming and pacifying about hands on the head, and the fact that God places His hand of blessing on our heads is incredibly soothing! We have access to this calmness and reassurance at all times - we just have to seek Him. It also amazes me to think of how blessed we are that our wonderful and incredible God would take the time to remember us and to comfort us - not only by placing His hand on us, but by giving us blessings as well!
The NIV translation of Psalm 139:5 reads: "You hem me in behind and before, and you lay your hand upon me." "Hemmed in" - this sounds just like getting tucked in a nice warm, comfortable, and safe bed by God. When we are aware of His presence, we can have that feeling of safe warmth all throughout our day! Usually I am very claustrophobic (sleeping bags are NOT an option for me!), but the thought of being hemmed in by God sounds wonderful - being trapped in by God's blessings and security actually frees us from worry, fear, anxiety, shame, and other negative emotions, which leaves us free to enjoy His many blessings. We have no need to worry when He is always with us, keeping us hemmed in with Him!
Psalm 139:50 in The Message reads: "I look behind me and you're there, then up ahead and you're there, too - your reassuring presence, coming and going." God is behind us in everything we do; and He is also ahead of us, preparing the way for our future! Jeremiah 29:11 also reminds us that He is preparing the way for us: "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.'" (NIV)
The Message version also makes me think of this Prayer of St. Patrick:
There is something very calming and pacifying about hands on the head, and the fact that God places His hand of blessing on our heads is incredibly soothing! We have access to this calmness and reassurance at all times - we just have to seek Him. It also amazes me to think of how blessed we are that our wonderful and incredible God would take the time to remember us and to comfort us - not only by placing His hand on us, but by giving us blessings as well!
The NIV translation of Psalm 139:5 reads: "You hem me in behind and before, and you lay your hand upon me." "Hemmed in" - this sounds just like getting tucked in a nice warm, comfortable, and safe bed by God. When we are aware of His presence, we can have that feeling of safe warmth all throughout our day! Usually I am very claustrophobic (sleeping bags are NOT an option for me!), but the thought of being hemmed in by God sounds wonderful - being trapped in by God's blessings and security actually frees us from worry, fear, anxiety, shame, and other negative emotions, which leaves us free to enjoy His many blessings. We have no need to worry when He is always with us, keeping us hemmed in with Him!
Psalm 139:50 in The Message reads: "I look behind me and you're there, then up ahead and you're there, too - your reassuring presence, coming and going." God is behind us in everything we do; and He is also ahead of us, preparing the way for our future! Jeremiah 29:11 also reminds us that He is preparing the way for us: "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.'" (NIV)
The Message version also makes me think of this Prayer of St. Patrick:
As I arise today,
may the strength of God pilot me,
the power of God uphold me,
the wisdom of God guide me.
May the eye of God look before me,
the ear of God hear me,
The word of God speak for me.
May the hand of God protect me,
the way of God lie before me,
the shield of God defend me,
the host of God save me.
May Christ shield me today.
Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me,
Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ on my right, Christ on my left,
Christ when I lie down, Christ when I sit, Christ when I stand,
Christ in the heart of everyone who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of everyone who speaks of me,
Christ in every eye that sees me, Christ in every ear that hears me.
Amen.
I love this prayer, and I love the idea of God and Christ surrounding us, protecting us, and reassuring us. When we consciously focus on seeking God throughout the day, he will calm our fears and anxieties. We have no need or room for worry when we make God the sole focus of our lives - He is surrounding us to protect and bless us, and is preparing our future for us too! I pray you are able to seek Him throughout all your days, and that you are able to experience His blessings and peace. God bless! :)
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