Today was just not a good day. I didn't feel too terrible (other than just tired and flu-ish), but emotionally I was a WRECK. I feel like I look terrible, as my skin has broken out all over my face, neck, chest, and back; I feel like I'm a teenager again, without the unlimited energy! I went to work for a few hours, and I was almost paranoid to get out in public. Just driving through traffic I felt like there were all these big, scary germs everywhere, waiting to attack me. But I survived, of course ;)
A much better day today! Felt a lot better, still just tired. Work went pretty smooth, so that helps! Went out to Tequila Harry's for some Mexican food for a fundraiser for The Healing Chair - Kansas City, and I am so glad I went! I want to be at everything I possibly can be at for this charity, since that chair (recliner) seriously helped me TREMENDOUSLY after my double mastectomy! Not to mention the four women who head it up are amazing, and always know how to raise my spirits. I even ate an entire cheese quesadilla myself, and some chips! That's like, what I ate in an entire day last weekend! Not to mention it even tasted pretty good (thank you taste buds for coming back a bit)!!!
All these days kind of ran together, but overall they were good. My mouth had started to feel TERRIBLE on day 6 (I felt like I'd eaten a cactus!), which was frustrating. I was having trouble eating and drinking, but it mostly cleared up a couple of days later. We had our office Christmas party, which was a blast!!! I was pretty worn out by 10:00 pm, so we cut out a bit early, but it was a lot of fun! It was also good to see and spend some time with my boyfriend, who came in town for the party. I'm feeling pretty darn good today, almost back to normal!!! I accomplished some things today, which is always good...even went for a walk in the rain!!! :) I also found out that "my" healing chair (the Natalie chair) was delivered to it's 2nd recipient today! I can't wait to meet her, and I hope she feels the love from it!